sacrifice

i was crying inside of m heart...


doing something that is truly hard for me..
making her hate me is not so easy..
cause i wanted her to be happy with the person she with...


i hope she's happy wild and crazy...
i miss your smile and your laughter that is crazy..
whatever i do please forgive me..
i'm doing the best for you and me...

70's heaven

soft spoken..

wild and crazy is what i am..
teddy in the middle of the road once i've been named..

cancer is the star that i was born in..
love other more then myself is who i am..

i wish i live in the 70's..
cause back then i can sing with the BEEGEES!

morning

morning glory..

what a beauty she is..
glowing in the morning breeze..

never fail to make me happy..
oh my little morning glory..

bye~

fantasy

sleepless..

i don't know how i feel..
to be a disaster stuck in the field..

i don't know how i feel..
to be the victim of lost lonely sea..

why the music and lyrics meant something?
it's the melody that i feel..

all my life i was a midget..
in this big universe, i know their secret..

it's not how you enjoy your life..
but how you share your life..

part dream part fantasy..
how i dream of the reality..

does life pretend like me?
how would i know... cause i have only one little fantasy...

the end

starry starry night

starry starry night..

what a beauty you are..
always shining..

how i wish i was up there..
far from the world..
far from everything..


i wish i was never been born..
so that i will never get hurt..

starry starry night..
shadow's on the hill..

if i should die before i awake then for all..... love and kisses..

the end

one last kiss..

the end of one love..
the end of sharing..
the end of caring..

3 years of my life..
i devoted my life and my soul just for her..
i never see it coming..

i miss the sweetness of her lips..
i miss her smile..
i miss her bite..
i miss her..

just staring at the star and say "why me?"
i'm lost..

THE END

just me...

truth..

i dont need this
i dont want this
and i dont like this..

so what?
i am a free person.
if i die no one will ever miss me..
i'm just a person not an angel...
nothing to give and nothing to share..

i'm all alone in this big big world..
watching at the star and praying "oh lord do take my soul cause i have no use to them in this world anymore"...

i wish only for that.....

bored

the legend continues..

to be or not to be...

ok.. aku sebenar benar benaran nye takde idea nak tulis ape.. kerana aku skarang nie kekurangan input@maklumat baru.
kebosanan jelas terpampang dimuka ku ini!
idea sumpah tarak. hilang bagaikan biskut!


I C U WHEN I C U!
ADIOS!

DIA

cinta itu pengenalan hidup yang fantasi..
sentuhan setiap insan yang berlainan..

ciuman itu ekspresi cinta..
valentine's day hanyalah hari biasa..

cinta kita hanya pada DIA

GIO

hidup ini sukar..
ada fakta dan susila..

ada propaganda dan cinta..
sebagaimana adanya matahari dan bulan..

tanpa itu semua kita bukanlah MANUSIA

rahsia bulan

bulan dengarilah rahsiaku..
bintang temanilah aku..
terangi gelap malamku..

aku ingin kau tahu yang aku akan sentiasa menunggumu..
senyum dan tawamu ku simpan didalam hatiku...

wahai hatiku, ingatkan aku tentang mu..
hatiku yang sedih dan rapuh menunggu kasihmu..

inginku mengerti mengapa aku..
aku kan tetap menantimu hingga kamu jadi miliku...

sick

it was a sad day for me...
crying is not an option..
tears are just for her..
i am here...
i am OBLIVION...