nafasku...

THE best view ever.. sunset at port dickson beach...
it was AWESOME!

aku duduk di pinggiran pantai melihat kecantikan ciptaan maha esa...
sambil memikirkan tujuan hidupku dialam nyata ini...
apakah tujuan ku?

ku mengeluarkan sekotak rokok PALLMALL MENTHOL 14s..
lalu kubakar.... fuhhh.. asap yang nyaman.
kembali ku memikirkan tentang hidupku ini...
oh tuhanku.. kenapa aku dilahirkan?
ya aku tau tak elok mempersoalkan tentang itu,
but kadang-kadang dalam hidup kita, pasti kita akan memikirkanya...
betul tak?

sedang aku enak bermain dengan kepala, dengan tiba2!!!
yeeeeeaaaa itu dia bunyi gitar acoustic dari kawan2ku....

"OH KEKASIH HATIKU SELAMANYA..
KEINDAHAN MAYA ITU MILIK KITA...
TERCIPTALAH SEBUAH CINTA...
JIWA SAMA BERGELORA..
KAULAH SATU DALAM HIDUPKU INI..."

terngiang2 lagu itu dikepalaku..
ayam sudah masak.. jam pula baru pukul 10..
lalu ku dan seorang rakanku berjalan ketepian pantai sambil berborak dan menyanyi hinggakan kami tidak sedar berapa jauhnya kaki kami membawa..

seronok tak terhingga...
dingin..
tenang...
ini lah sambutan tahun baru yang ku inginkan...
jauh dari pelesit-pelesit kota..


esok hari baru, tahun baru dan azam baru...
apakah azam baru aku?
aku sudah pun memikirnya..
kalau tiada halangan berlakulah hendaknya....
kalau ada rezeki sampailah hajatnya..

tapi tak semua yang kita impikan akan kita dapat.
betul?

hahaha..
frasa hidup ini terlalu banyak..
tapi aku tidak akan putus asa..
selagi tuhan membenarkan ku bernafas dibuminya, selagi itulah aku akan cuba memberi apa yang termampu pada keluargaku,rakan2ku...

panjang betul celoteh ku ini..
merepek sungguh rasanya..
tapi aku ingin menulis.. biarlah apa orang ingin kata tentang catatan ku ini..
BLoG aku,hidup aku!

1hb januari... 2009..
aku bukanlah sang pujangga ataupun arjuna sita..
dan bukan juga dewa cinta..
aku hanya manusia..
ciptaan dia...

yang cuba membelah ranjang2 kehidupan..
dalam masa yang sama merasai keseronokan hidup...
dengan nilai2 persaudaraan dan persahabatan...
catatan ini hanyalah luahan dan pendapat hati ku dihari ini..


"ITULAH CATATAN KERANDA HIDUPKU"
AMIN...

A TRIBUTE TO THE BEST FOOTBALL TEAM EVER!!
GLORY GLORY MANCHESTER UNITED!!

definisi CINTA

assalamualaikum,
salam sejahtera dari saya..
cinta dari sudut pandangan HAYYUL.... definisi cinta tidak tertumpu pada mencintai seorang manusia sahaja.. cinta mempunyai banyak cabangnya

contohnya.
1.LOVE TO GOD
2.LOVE TO THE FAMILY
3.LOVE TO MOTHER NATURE
AND MUCH MORE....

tapi adakah manusia sekarang tahu akan maksud CINTA?
definisi cinta amatlah panjang.
tak tertulis dan tak terkata panjangnya..

setiap orang ada pandangnya...
bagi saya, cinta itu bagaikan BISKUT CHIPSMORE! sekejap ada sekejap tade.. sekejap sayang betul then afta that bergaduh then bercinta balik!


tapi cinta itu comel kan?
when u fall, u will surely fall really hard!
u will do everything just to be with him/her...
i know how it feels...
i was in a 3 years relationship
been there done that..

but maybe bukan jodoh.. but i never give up.. cinta pun kadang kejam kan?
relax jer...
LIFE GOES ON!



p/s: to sham, how's granny smith? awesome right?? ahahaha

angel VS devil

waited for 5 but u make it long
worthy to wait, an angel show's
with sweet white t's the color of dawn

i am a devil wearing black
with lucifer look's, i kill em' down
while an angel smile, the devil feel like a clown..

we went to TGI and orders a drink
the fact that u smile, i become so thin..
we drink,we smile and we laugh together
oh girl my angel, your my sweet surrender..

when night coming by trying to break us up
yet i wanted to be with you till morning clouds..

we kill our sacred steps to heaven's kitchen
we kill our time laughing at heaven's
she smiled at me with her sweet giggly heaven..

that night the devil truly FALL for the angel
and then the angel sang a song of heaven
"HERO" is the killing song
the temptation of the song made the devil sing along...

THE DEVIL WOULD SOLD HIS SOUL TO GOD JUST TO BE WITH THAT ANGEL....

SMILE...

well the picture tells everything....
this is my HEART AND MY LIFE in putrajaya... i would not call them my friends.
BUT i call them MY OHANA... they light up my life with their famous "bahan-membahan"!
were like a family... we've done almost everything together...
we cook together.
we shower together.
we laugh together. .
we ate together "it's true!".
we went fishing together.
we all went vacation together.
we even have our own WAR together.

they are MY OHANA....
they complete me...


thanks to..
1.qayyum "my blood brother"
2.sham "flubber"
3.faiz laju
4.adi GTi @ USA
5.fawwaz "my laughing gas"
6.shimi foyer
7.bard "bardbatov"
9.amir "LIPAN"
10.ariff @ panjang!

THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE GREATEST 8 YEARS OF MY LIFE LIVING IN PUTRAJAYA!
YOU ALL ARE MORE THEN JUST A FRIENDS... YOU ALL ARE MY FAMILY!

THANK YOU...

thinking about you is the next best thing

to being with you

even when we're apart you never fail

all i need to do is remember the last time

we got together and i feel myself

starting to smile inside,it seems that everytime

im with you, you do smething that

leaves a happy memory behind

thats why i carry thought of you

with me everywhere i go because they

never fail to add their magic to my day

if they gave an award for the best friend

in the whole world, i nominate you

you seems to know just what it take to be a friend

no matter what the circumstances

you know when to be strong

and you know when to be a lot others be strong

you know when to keep things light

and when its time to get serious

i feel so lucky to call you my life

for the thing you do and the ways you do it

for knowing me inside and out

and sticking with me

no matter what for letting me

to be you friend

and being the friend that you are

from the bottom of my heart

thank you...

a day that i will always remember

she smile...
she laugh....
she make my day...

thank you for the day...
for u, i give my whole life just to see u smile....
for u, i gave my soul just to be with you...
for u, i would die cause i truly FALL for u...


and if i should die before i awake then i'll pray the lord for your happieness

this is what my heart told me to write..


"A BEAUTIFUL DAY
A BEAUTIFUL WORDS
AND A BEAUTIFUL SMILE ARE MADE FOR ABEAUTIFUL GIRL LIKE YOU....